Today I would love to regale you with something wonderful, sparkly, glitter-covered and delicious, unfortunately it is totally beyond my capability at the moment, and I found the perfect description for my mood here, at Postcards from the UK.
Except in my family, we call it ‘floopy’ (a word my sister made up when she was young, and just perfectly describes that feeling.)
Another thing which bugs the hell out of me is the ‘should be‘ (and at least that one came with a disclaimer), but this and all the other ‘should be’s (however unrealistic or based on false hopes/expectations) have gotten me down.
On the plus side, there may be some assistance in the offing soon, as recommended by my Wise Woman, Lynn. Watch this space.